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September 2003 Review
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- Traci Lords: Underneath It All. Traci Elizabeth Lords. Harper Entertainment Publishers.
This auto-biography tells the story of former porn star Traci Lords, and her ascent through the world of adult entertainment. Born to the name Norma Louise Kuzma, Lord's path was set in motion during her early teen years, after she'd been abused. At 14, Lords ran away from her Southern California roots, looking to find an identity. But that decision would only cause things to grow more desperate, as her sexy and soft "girl-next-door" face quickly attracted the urban sex hustlers: In the blink of an eye, Lord's life had turned and she soon fell victim to the drugs and fame that immerse the American sex industry. However, this system can't bare the entire blame for Traci Lord's fate, and she has the guts to readily admit it: "I was the center of attention for the first time in my life. I remember feeling important, even powerful. My sexuality had robbed me of so much, and now it suddenly gave me something that had eluded me in every aspect of life - control. I got off on the power my body held over an entire room of adults."
Still, this hot taste for power would unleash storms reeling out of control, as Lords slowly
realized she truly held power over nothing: "Then I fell apart. A stripper named Raven who found me in my dressing room felt sorry for me and took me home to crash on her couch. When I woke up the next morning I was a basket case. I didn't know what I was going to do. I was strung out. Broke. Unemployed."
Lords went from a centerfold spread in Penthouse to the stage, appearing in countless adult videos, becoming the 'centerfold' of every lonely man's fantasies. She was a star, certainly, but a star who was buried in dark and musty secret mirrors of sorrow. Her fast track encouraged her to developed a prediliction for cocaine, and sexual addiction consumed her. Day by day, breath by breath, Lords was dying -- and she knew it: At the tender age of 18, Lords made a decision to save herself, and she left the lucrative adult video scene to embark on a legitimate acting career that is still going strong today.
Underneath It All is a gutsy book that pulls no punches -- honest, straight-forward and blunt, it reveals the soul behind the skin as we come face-to-face with the demons that drive women to strip for crowds and fuck in front of cameras for a fee. Traci Lords made it out of that world and saved herself. But just how many others don't? Her story forces us to ask the questions.
Order this book from Amazon.com.

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